&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
trying out skype, and it's quite fun. hahahahaha.

DUMB POST. lol

&still trying to find a happy ending

tuesday was CIP day, finally a break from the hectic school life =D went to ascension kindergarden and the kids there are so damn cute! one K1 kid, actually told me i look like a kid. zzz, haha. we acted our superb play for them, and they definitely ejoyed it. too many photos, so i wont type much. i just hope i can upload the photos! my com just hanged when i was trying to upload them. sian.


wilson and i the same group. we are the physics people =D


kids =D


cat!


i have to say that Mr G is damn good with kids!


hard at work!






the birthday girl's super cute birthday (cup)cake!


one of my fav kids! the future bano?!


he's the one who says i look like a kid. haha.


arica and me. <3

i didnt go back to sa for the teacher's day celebrations, heard from xuanxuan that there's only 4 pple(the bimbos) in A2 who went. quite glad i didnt go anyway, so happy to see my sec sch friends again =D went back zhonghua, and seeing the E3 people really bring back memories! it's good to see the teachers again. and thanks mrs raj for the icecream! haha, B and above for english. =D and more photos!


bala.


terence.


chenying<3


chenying, liqun and me =D


weisheng, so tall for what!


yama again!


chunyang, he's so tall now!


HO YUENCHI!


suhan =D


mrs raj english class!


liqun.


beloved weiting and chenying! <3 since sec1.


love them =D


and more!


and one last group photo in school! 4E3<3

meet up with jac, clar and shir with chenying at wheelock. saw xuanxuan at sakae there, so qiao! anyway, we were there to study, as what is said by clar and shir. but u know, chenying and me was like dreading it, so we took as long as we could to get there. so of cos, we didnt study in the end, totally. shir was quite sad, she wanted to study so badly, haha. anyway, we camwhored again. and shopping afterthat. oh, and mooncake feast too! lol. it's never boring with the girls =D


clar.


chenying.


jac.


i miss her so much!


<3


we just stop in the middle of the street, and took photos!


our first reactions! haha.


retarded.


the girls!

i sosososososososososososo love them!

so many so many memories, sometimes i just wish to live life over again.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, August 23, 2008
i cut my hair! like finally! but it's kind of short now. mmm, and my fringe, no comments. just hope it will grow faster. lol.

went to school early, about 12 to study. was supposed to meet xiong at 1030, but like always, i woke up just 15 mins before our meeting time! grrrr, what can i do to change this! anyway, changed our meeting time to 11, heng xiong haven left his hse at 1030. bet he knew i was gonna be late. haha. bought kfc back to school, and saw gih studying in sch alone! lol. i tried studying my physics, but i cant make it! physics msa on monday, and i cant even answer a question myself? totally GG. i had to ask gih to help me with every single question, and even after he showed me the workings, im still so blur. wth.

the songwriting competition after was quite good, well, maybe excluding the first few teams. the SCGS girl is really good. the JCs are all quite good. and im so proud of SAJC, but i mean excluding DOLLY ONG (she really looks like one XD). and the best thing there is SHI KANG JUN! totaly in love with his songs and voice since he released his album, and im quite glad to see him in person. =D xuanxuan and me took photos with him, but i dont have them. zzz

but i do have the photos taken with all my BELOVED. <3 haha.









went to have dinner with my parents after that, and we actually stayed in PP to have dinner. the chicken rice, but luckily we didnt have chicken rice. im so sick of PP's food alr. the rest went to vivo! i so want to go, but i have to have dinner with my parents la, quite long didnt have dinner with them alr.

GROW FRINGE GROW.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, August 22, 2008
my first time following the guys to gym! and i cant believe that guys really train that much, and there are so many guys training. it's quite fun there, although i practically did nothing. i couldnt do much anyway. haha. but we played limbo rock with the equipments, and i did some stretching and the 'crocodile'? lol. after that went to the rock wall to waste time. i just dont understand why there's so much time to waste when we're supposed to be studying! haha.

anyway, meet up with wilson and charles at the void deck outside school. they were making the school bus and arrows for the service learning on tuesday! and i must say that they are really quite good at it. the school bus is really cute =D

dinner at ps after that. had yoshi, and they actually said it was not enough! lol, they wanted to go for second round after i left. i cant imagine what they will eat for the second round. charles actualy spent 14$ in yoshi, and still going for second round. haha. charles the man! =D

AND THE BIGGEST SECRET: I JUST CAN'T STOP LAUGHING.
HAHHAHAHA, ZHOU XUANXUAN.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, August 21, 2008
school sucks!
i lack the motivation to do anything. and the human geog tutorial's killing me now. nothing i read gets into my head, and i dont even understand the damn thing even after tawan summarised it for me. hopeless case alr. zzz.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, August 20, 2008




never thought that things will turn out this way. but this is life, and anything can just happen. i really hate this kind of conversations, but maybe this is the only way out.

i know how it feels to be lonely, and that's why i changed. nobody else's gonna change for you, it all depends on yourself.

and maybe , it's time to reflect on myself too. myself, as a friend, as a girlfriend and as a daughter. and i know i've got to be less stubborn, self-centered, demanding, and irresponsible. so difficult to change, but i've been trying. haha. (although there's not much improvement in these three years!)

JUST STOP AND THINK.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, August 16, 2008
school sucks right now. cca has stopped, and now all we do is mug, study and do homework. for cheer, let's work hard for promos. LOTS AND LOTS OF CHEER PRACS AFTER PROMOS! =D

&still trying to find a happy ending

Tuesday, August 12, 2008
my mugging of maths last night till 2.30am prove to be useful. i can answer the questions in the lecture test today. most of them la, just hope that i can do well for the test. but mugging maths till late last night just leads to no homework done today. ECONS, GP AND GEOG all undone.

quite a screwed day, but/cos they say is xiwen's happy birthday. haha.

during econs today, mrs lee told all those who have not done their work to sit at the back of the classroom to complete. and then there's only xiwen ad bano left in front. same for geog, mr G checked our work, and those who didnt complete have to stand outside geog room. and then there's only xiwen, sijia and ely left inside.

seriously our class is like cmi. but problem is we've been studying nowadays! there's still not much progress, maybe wilson is the exception. he's now the maths SHEN. HAHHAAHA. damn cool.

anyway, cheer training tmr! and wilson and johnny will be joining us for the first time tmr! i cant wait for cheer =D but there'll be the blood donation in the hall tmr!

&still trying to find a happy ending

Sunday, August 10, 2008
it's a long weekend. but it's kind of boring, and i really really enjoy going to school still. although we've mugging and doing homework in school. i still enjoy the company of friends.

anyway, it's the opening ceremony for olympics on friday night. and i think it's really good, although i got quite bored towards the end, and when the athletes are walking in. i look forward to watching the competitions =D i wouldnt want to miss gymnastics!

everyone's busy mugging, promos will be here in like 5 weeks time?! so im going to study with dear and his friends tmr! hope there will be results. =D

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, August 08, 2008
national day celebration today =D get to wear red shirts, so cheerleaders wore the 'Let's Go!' singapore-taiwan cheerleading shirt. the celebration was ok, more to the boring side, but it's quite fun at the start la.

get to dress up our national day model, bano, and it was damn fun. we just add whatever we can think of on to him, and he's costume look QUITE COOL. haha. it's class bonding, and we had fun dressing up bano! =D


mr hu. lol.


cat <3


shiqi.


sijia. damn small. HAHAHA.


and TA-DA! this is BANO! =D

after that was the catwalk, and the community singing. it's was quite boring. but i love anthony and nick (kang?)'s 'Ni Na Me Ai Ta'! it's damn nice <3

and im so screwed for tuesday's maths test. i left my maths notes in school! and i forgot tmr's national day, and sch wont be open! ARGHHH. should have followed cat back to sch after lunch. DAMN.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, August 07, 2008
this is my 400th post. wow.

went for the maths extra lessons at 5-7 even though i dont have too. and i realise it's really good as compared to those normal lectures. i think i've learnt as much as all the lectures combined today. at least i know more about graphing techniques, and much more prepared for tuesday's test. =D

since it's the 400th post, i'll post some photos, overdue photos. =D


my lovely nieces, reese and renee.


the big sis just love to pose and take photos! =D


a toot but hardworking me during physics!


my cousin's 19 birthday =D


after some 'xinyao' concert at vivo!


xiong's battle scar for cheer! manly. lol.


our passion and hardwork.


my darling <3 lol.


xuanxuan =D


my very pretty mummy! <3


this is johnny. the one who looks like a horse/mulan dargon/fox.


the very macho, national day model, BANO!

here comes more trainings. shiok. haha.

&still trying to find a happy ending

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